Sunday, January 31, 2010
29~31 jan: This weekend isnt the best of the weekends to start of 2010 bcos i've been to a RED and a WHITE occasion on the very same day itself.. RED and WHITE doesnt mean national day but RED = wedding.. WHITE = wake.. and yes.. it is a very different perspective that i can feel n obviously see through... life is so precious! at the youthful age of say 25? you choose to spend the next say forty years of your life with another person thru illness, sickness, happiness, and then at the end of it.. u r force into a separation be it at will or not..
yes i do admit it is every gal's dream to have a very good wedding ceremony despite the tiring day or even months of planning..and no one would want to be separated from their love ones.. yea human are himself/herself a selfish monger!
as for work.. nothing much to say... the internet was slow for that laptop so i am here instead already... yesterday was a tiring day.. i didnt slp and only can at ard 830am.. time really flies.. aiyo.. i haven exercise this week. how am i going for the 42km man! so idiotic!!
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O|ivi@ out
@ |5:51 PM|
Thursday, January 28, 2010
But then just as when i was on the train headin off from office HAPPILY WITHOUT MY LAPTOP, my boss called... YA! it isn't a good news.. he was like going to scold me but well he cant becos i am still NEW.. he wanted to know something before tml 9am... and i didnt have any information bcos i was without my laptop!! What makes it even worst is that the things he wanted concern a customer.. thus i had no choice but to head back to office and WORK!
i am very glad that the customer was pretty nice to answer my queries after working hours.... at like 8pm and ard 930pm.. for those gestures, she made my day! *phew.. I am so not going to expect the "lectures" which i will receive from my boss tomorrow.. in any case or another, i will be putting on my jacket! hopefully it will be thick enough to protect me.. >.<
bcos i was so caught up at work, i didnt concentrate to enjoy the night with my good friends.. you can consider that i am tired and hungry also ba...haiz..really wasted<-that is the feeling i had (Do you know i so much feeling like cabbing down after the WORKING part..but well my wallet isnt that thick to do so...
come to think abt it... such meetings are already going to be numbered with everyone of us getting busier in our lives.. well, this is something which i must learn to manage.. work is work, after work is after work.. should not put them tgt.. else i am emotionally perturbed!
in this para - i am going to dedicate it to the belated bdae gal.. yay thank god that my impulse act on that day was good to go.. i just knew that i would meet up with such idiotic hiccups and thus cant give you the present on our meeting day.. and to my poor concentration just now, i didnt even notice that you are using my present! =p...pls forgive me..
in this para is for dd - thanks for sending me back.. i hope i wasnt feeling that hungry or tired to express my happiness.. =D
** should you be reading this.. pls dont voice out where am i from..as this blog is only intended to its intended recipents.. and not to be used as any source of evidence..
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O|ivi@ out
@ |11:45 PM|
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
i've been led to this space which i call my own after being reminded somehow or another by one of my gf.. hmmm...actually many of my links needs to be updated man! haha.. bcos i click most of it and left some footprints behind...
perhaps rather than complaining much of my work stuff to him, i can release some over here.. he may be reading it too also la hor.. haha..
previously i was stress at work.. bcos of the environment which i am in that somehow made me super hype up! I do not know if you had came across the quote that i shared on msn but i shall repeat it.. Meetings are like lectures.. the aftermath are tutorials and when you cant finish.. they turn homework... my company likes to send alot of people to attend meetings.. at the end of the day, they take your precious time and tell me how in the world are you going to finish things which you are doing man! Very fortunately.. meetings has subsided and phew.. i can do my work and think thru things slowly before execution..
I thought thru myself....and i tink i finally get it.. my stress come from my fears.. my fear for making any mistakes.. if i were to dare to make them i would not be that stress out! yes i agree with Grey that such characteristics are build over time thru the SG education system.. but now that such things exist.. i must learn to accept that mistakes are part of our lives.. we should learn from our mistakes..
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O|ivi@ out
@ |10:46 PM|
Sunday, January 24, 2010
today while i was tgt with him.. walking to have our dinner in jp.. i was just wondering to myself.. *eh how cum i not scare if.. one of my relative would see me.. so close beside him... ** then aft dinner i of course headed home lah.. tml got work leh.. to my surprise!!! there are many many slippers/shoes outside my door & i confirm tt i know it is my relatives who came up to my house.. then when i enter the hse.. my bro was like sliently (i had to lip read) "they know already".. so meaning my relatives know tt i have a bf..
to as for how they know.. if i was saboteur ... i didnt know how it come abt.. but well perhaps it is gd that they know alrdy...
i didnt have to say it...
I can start to just be myself already...
~tired me..
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O|ivi@ out
@ |11:45 PM|
erm.. how is my new blog skin? I just realise i actually remember how to go about to change this and it works! yea!
29~31 jan: This weekend isnt the best of the weekends to start of 2010 bcos i've been to a RED and a WHITE occasion on the very same day itself.. RED and WHITE doesnt mean national day but RED = wedding.. WHITE = wake.. and yes.. it is a very different perspective that i can feel n obviously see through... life is so precious! at the youthful age of say 25? you choose to spend the next say forty years of your life with another person thru illness, sickness, happiness, and then at the end of it.. u r force into a separation be it at will or not..
yes i do admit it is every gal's dream to have a very good wedding ceremony despite the tiring day or even months of planning..and no one would want to be separated from their love ones.. yea human are himself/herself a selfish monger!
as for work.. nothing much to say... the internet was slow for that laptop so i am here instead already... yesterday was a tiring day.. i didnt slp and only can at ard 830am.. time really flies.. aiyo.. i haven exercise this week. how am i going for the 42km man! so idiotic!!
O|ivi@ out
@ |5:51 PM|
28 jan - today was supposed to be a happy day bcos we are celebrating 1 of my good friend's birthday.. belated dou.. after our work.
But then just as when i was on the train headin off from office HAPPILY WITHOUT MY LAPTOP, my boss called... YA! it isn't a good news.. he was like going to scold me but well he cant becos i am still NEW.. he wanted to know something before tml 9am... and i didnt have any information bcos i was without my laptop!! What makes it even worst is that the things he wanted concern a customer.. thus i had no choice but to head back to office and WORK!
i am very glad that the customer was pretty nice to answer my queries after working hours.... at like 8pm and ard 930pm.. for those gestures, she made my day! *phew.. I am so not going to expect the "lectures" which i will receive from my boss tomorrow.. in any case or another, i will be putting on my jacket! hopefully it will be thick enough to protect me.. >.<
bcos i was so caught up at work, i didnt concentrate to enjoy the night with my good friends.. you can consider that i am tired and hungry also ba...haiz..really wasted<-that is the feeling i had (Do you know i so much feeling like cabbing down after the WORKING part..but well my wallet isnt that thick to do so...
come to think abt it... such meetings are already going to be numbered with everyone of us getting busier in our lives.. well, this is something which i must learn to manage.. work is work, after work is after work.. should not put them tgt.. else i am emotionally perturbed!
in this para - i am going to dedicate it to the belated bdae gal.. yay thank god that my impulse act on that day was good to go.. i just knew that i would meet up with such idiotic hiccups and thus cant give you the present on our meeting day.. and to my poor concentration just now, i didnt even notice that you are using my present! =p...pls forgive me..
in this para is for dd - thanks for sending me back.. i hope i wasnt feeling that hungry or tired to express my happiness.. =D
** should you be reading this.. pls dont voice out where am i from..as this blog is only intended to its intended recipents.. and not to be used as any source of evidence..
O|ivi@ out
@ |11:45 PM|
be it fortunately or unfortunately... i don't have tuition tonight and i have that time to myself.. It has been quite some time where i am home early after work and having some time for myself to be around online..
i've been led to this space which i call my own after being reminded somehow or another by one of my gf.. hmmm...actually many of my links needs to be updated man! haha.. bcos i click most of it and left some footprints behind...
perhaps rather than complaining much of my work stuff to him, i can release some over here.. he may be reading it too also la hor.. haha..
previously i was stress at work.. bcos of the environment which i am in that somehow made me super hype up! I do not know if you had came across the quote that i shared on msn but i shall repeat it.. Meetings are like lectures.. the aftermath are tutorials and when you cant finish.. they turn homework... my company likes to send alot of people to attend meetings.. at the end of the day, they take your precious time and tell me how in the world are you going to finish things which you are doing man! Very fortunately.. meetings has subsided and phew.. i can do my work and think thru things slowly before execution..
I thought thru myself....and i tink i finally get it.. my stress come from my fears.. my fear for making any mistakes.. if i were to dare to make them i would not be that stress out! yes i agree with Grey that such characteristics are build over time thru the SG education system.. but now that such things exist.. i must learn to accept that mistakes are part of our lives.. we should learn from our mistakes..
O|ivi@ out
@ |10:46 PM|
this entry is just a very short entry.. i am tired to blog yet i wish to mark this day somewhere.. so if you did come into this place.. do leave ur footprints behind ok..
today while i was tgt with him.. walking to have our dinner in jp.. i was just wondering to myself.. *eh how cum i not scare if.. one of my relative would see me.. so close beside him... ** then aft dinner i of course headed home lah.. tml got work leh.. to my surprise!!! there are many many slippers/shoes outside my door & i confirm tt i know it is my relatives who came up to my house.. then when i enter the hse.. my bro was like sliently (i had to lip read) "they know already".. so meaning my relatives know tt i have a bf..
to as for how they know.. if i was saboteur ... i didnt know how it come abt.. but well perhaps it is gd that they know alrdy...
i didnt have to say it...
I can start to just be myself already...
~tired me..
O|ivi@ out
@ |11:45 PM|